It's In The Cards

Today the goddess speaks about herself:

My Tarot card of the day well describes my state of being.  So, I'm just going to cut and paste.

Your Daily Tarot Card Saturday, April 18 The Hermit The Hermit represents the need to distance yourself from the people and events in your life that are causing undue strain on your emotions. There are times in your life when seclusion and isolation are warranted. The Hermit is a card of discovery and enlightenment, which can only develop by spending time alone with your thoughts. Your energy will be depleted quickly in social situations. (The last part has been so true for me) Please don't take that first part personally.  My emotional state is a rollercoaster, and it is all about me. May you enjoy peace, and be free from undue strain: The Goddess of Everything.

Whirled Peas

Tonight the goddess speaks about herself:

I cannot sleep, again. 

My mind is whirling like the peas foretold on the car bumpers of old yuppies.

My body temperature does not regulate. 

I am too cold to fall asleep.

I can feel my toes

As if they are a separate part of my body.

My brain is a pool.

All thoughts are precariously balanced. 

They sit staring at the water

Hesitant to jump in case the water is intemperate. 

But, the water is nothing. 

It's just water.

Inside my chest, I can hear my heart.

It is annoyingly loud. 

Something is foreign in there. 

I can't seem to get my mind away from the edge of the pool

to

stop the

precarious thoughts, 

the cold toes, 

the too loud heart.

May peas and quiet be yours from, The Goddess of Everything.